Two
weeks ago we were asked to decorate a box to represent ourselves. I loved this directive and am excited to continue to experiment with this
exercise throughout my life, exploring specific relationships and situations.
The outside of my box was decorated with soft pinks and purples and a flower. This
coincides with how I believe I sometimes come across to strangers/the outside
world (when I slip into old patterns of being submissive and “going with the
flow”). The inside of the box was painted with fiery reds, purples, blues and
yellows. This represents a truer representation of my self which is
multifaceted, chaotic and more full of life. It includes passion/intensity,
anxiety, love, trauma, warmth, pain, grief, peace and hope. Although I did not
have a chance to experiment with how tightly I would keep the lid on the box
and which materials I would choose to do so (paint was still drying), I believe
I would use some scotch tape to symbolize a subtle transparency. I believe this
reflects my partial transparency to the outer world with a few select friends
who I trust and in situations where I feel safe. There was something about this
activity allowed me to express a truth about myself in a way that felt safe and
grounding. I apologize for not having a picture to show (I left my box drying in class).
Thanks for sharing. I regret rushing through this assignment. I did not feel a connection to the directive, and I think I was having a bad day and was very defensive about sharing any of my emotions. I scribbled lots of nonsensical lines around the inside (which is how I was feeling on the inside), and did not put any thought into the outside or the degree to which I wanted the top to stay attached. I used whichever material was closest to me (pastels) and was very resistant, in general, to this final project. I think that I just wanted to leave the classroom, for the most part. I just went to find it hidden in a corner of my apartment to take a picture. Hopefully I will give this box a second chance and resurrect it in a more positive light!
ReplyDeleteHere is a picture of mine: http://i.imgur.com/AjuIkKT.jpg